Sometimes, I wonder, will it be too late for us to treat others better? Will v treat other people in different way if v know their little life story behind, or the struggles undergone by them? (knowing that everyone of us own a unique life story).. Will there be other chance for us to treat others better? Will it too late to realize or to reveal their life story? Would it be too late when we got to know what really happened? would it be too late the kind word, caring n support come?
Still remember I once asked: till when I would learn to be more alert, to appreciate, before v eventually had no choice but to let go? After some searching n readings through the inspiring quotes as well as own thinking and curiosity, now I realized, test will be given to us again n again, again n again, until we readily pass through those tests with consistent flying colours, perhaps~ For every test, every problems, definitely there will be solutions for it, just maybe v need to repeatedly undergo the similar tests with the same objective, till v finally find our ways out..
Lets refresh back, what tests, that v had undergone again n again, which transformed us into the person v r now?
"Everything that happens in life is neither good nor bad. It just depends on your perspective. And no matter how it turns out, it always ends up just the way it should. Either you succeed or you learn something. So stay positive, appreciate the pleasant outcomes, and learn from the rest. Your positivity will rub off on everyone around you."
Sometimes, I am dreamed, dreamed that I could embrace her again.. but the moment I woke up, my heart sunk~ because that will never going to happen, till the point v meet one day.. The fact that you had left, still remained unreal to me sometimes, though you had left for almost eight months.. I know, I really know, v shouldn't cry for the same reason again n again. but it is just kinda.......during the time when u just cant stop thinking: why I don't do something when I still got the chance?! The feeling of losing someone that u have always taken granted for, that you didn't know how to appreciate, that u just know how to receive the love without giving back, but still love you more than they love themselves.....the feeling is kinda..............(no exact word can be used to describe how the feeling like~)
I miss u, 阿嫲~Love you, 永远爱您~ <3
I really need to thank my dear friends, Shu xian, Lai yee for the instant, warmth messages when that time we are in different states due to semester break.. Still remember the time I was almost burst into tears in front of sx, as for the first time, after so long (the day before v go to Taipei, so is already about seven months), telling her the "thorns" inside my heart that stabbed on me, how I actually think & feel.. Thanks for all the kind and caring words, telling me that she wouldn't be happy too, to see you unhappy~ She can't go with peace when seeing us so sad~ Thanks also to Weng Loon, even just a simple question: 'are u ok?' had given me so much positive energy~ Thanks~ =)
Perhaps, I am still learning~ Perhaps, learning is a continuous process in life, perhaps life is a continuous learning process~ haha, do it make any difference?
"Life is about management" --988今晚最night听
Same goes with my final year uni life now, non-stop assignments, tutorials, editing FYP, this and that, that and this..
Maybe, that's one of the test given to teach us how to manage our time efficiently, to be more systematic in life, to remain calm and steady for whatever that comes to you, to remain positive despite the unforeseen circumstances, to balance up every element in life, e.g. family, friend, study, works, spirit, wisdom, EQ etc.. I saw the hidden blessings behind, how about u? Be positive, smile, just because life has given us a chance to learn! To learn before it is getting too late........
Despite the busy life, I still wana to live my life with the philosophies~ to enjoy my life, to explore more, and to discover the beauty in life! haha.. =)
I wish, when the day finally comes, there will be some voice whispering: "I had been recording your life story, every single deeds u have done, good and bad, and here it is", "you had done a great job, you had conquered whatever tests that had given" "Congrates that you learnt the power of gratitude, love, and faith" "Congrates that you had come that far" "Congrates that you had learnt to let go" "Congrates that you have learned, without escaping, even though the process might not be that easy"... B-)
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