Finally, my two-months plus holiday is gonna to end soon..
Looking back, it was really a fruitful holiday.. Intern, or other name called
“cheap labour”; BYE BYE! Lolz.. haha.. XDD
Time really flies.. As I told someone before, the moment I
leave, I guess I won’t miss the place, but will definitely miss some people,
and yes, that’s what happened.. I just
feel like crying the time I came down from office to warehouse for one last
time on the last day before going back home..
Really, I miss them.. I miss their loving smile, their loving words,
their loving deeds.. it is the smallest acts and words of kindness that touches
my heart very deeply~ thank you~!
To abang Megat, I will always remember the times I was at
ICD, and he talked to me very gently.. I still remember that time, I was scared
on the first day at ICD, but his concern and thoughtfulness had brought me some
warmth.. Still remember the time he brought me the book, so to help me in doing
my report.. I am touched, he don’t really need to care anything about my
report.. You are so nice, very nice, very nice leader, very nice people! My
role model, reminding myself that if ever I got the chance to be a leader, what
shall I behave like..
To kak Sazili, haha.. I still remember that time, I signed
at wrong place, you helped me to print back the GIN.. U r so kind.. =)
To abang Edy, I still remember the very first time I went
out to MBI with kak Ina, you told me: tak payah takut-takut” , and then “buat perlahan-lahan
tak ape, tak tau Tanya”, “saya tau u malu Tanya”, “u orang baru mar”….. All
these means a lot to me.. I’m so sorry because I always brought you
inconvenience.. I still remember there was once I called u up to go to MBI for
some really urgent matter, and that time u had gone out, but the thing was so
urgent that I need to settle by that day too.. and it is already near four,
fear that MBI will close soon at five..
That time you told me, “I will come back on 15minutes time”.. omg..
thanks!
Jihad, abang zapis, Shajahan, I really really miss the time
u all called me “ding dong”~~ !!! U said
u r happy to see me with the smile, but u know what, I feel really happy to see
u all with the kind smile and greetings, even just a “hi” or just “ding dong”!
haha..
To Amin, thanks for the times where I had no confidence
whether I could do it or not, you are there beside me to give me strength, and
made me believe that I CAN.. Thanks for being patience.. U r so good at
wrapping.. I still remember the time whereby I forgot what the people said via
the phone, and you are there to tell me something like: never mind, I call back
and ask.. That is my mistake, and you are the one who helped me.. I felt really sorry, because so often, I was
not dare to pick up the phone, I would just wait for u to pick it up, even if
the times u r busy with other stuffs.. I am so sorry, and thanks.. And I like to talk to u, just feel relax to
chat with haha..
To Amirul, you have indirectly taught me to be relax, to
remain calm whatever that comes to us.. I am sorry because there are times whereby I
felt very stressed and being not so friendly.. I learnt..
To Pei yee, thanks for fetching me back! Thanks for the
guidance given to me before my intern, during my intern, and after my intern..
Stay strong, sis.. Keep fighting!! “sabar yea!”
In fact, besides the skills and knowledge, the most
important thing that I have learnt is the spirit.. At first, it was kak Ina told me: sabar..
Then, I learn to tell myself; sabar , sabar; then later I began to tell people:
sabar tau, sabar yea~ and this word is so powerful that it really made my path
to the end~ I really think that I am
getting better at consoling my soul..lolz.. I will tell myself, it is good to
make mistakes, if not, I will never learn.. Do my best, I will never got this
chance anymore.. Learn as much as I can.. Do, according to your faith, never
make ourselves regret for not doing our best as we can.. and believe me, you
will feel nice when you can accomplish a task very well, which indirectly build
up our confidence..
People said, the
happiest feeling is when you have made people happy.. We will never how true it
is till we really do it~ Perhaps, that is the best memory I had made with u all
people.. I really love to see you all smile.. I learnt, to be steady, to smile, to relax, to
pay attention, to be considerate, to be tolerance, to be detailed and
particular.. I learnt also the complexity of human being, lolz.. I have heard
different version of stories regarding the same matter.. Perhaps some are
real, some are fake.. Different versions of real story arrives from the
departure of different mindset, in my point of view.. How good if everyone
could stand on others position and think on them, then everything will be simple
and in harmony.. I also learnt that
there is always some percentage of kindness in ones innermost heart.. So, do
good anyway, then u will feel good too..
YEAH, the process is really worth it!!! Sometimes, we really
need to step out from our comfort zone and get busy, to know that v can
actually do many things that we once think we couldn’t.. Do not limit
ourselves, do, as far as v can, then only we know, we are in fact,
superb..lolz..haha..
Appreciate every good things and good people that I
have met during my intern~ I miss u all! I wish to see you all smile and doing
fine, so, take good care and be happy k! Cheers =)
