Thanks Shu Xian, thanks for your concern, warmth messages, encouragement.. Love you girl =) You always make me feel so loved and warmth, during Uni time, and this time as well, thanks a lot Shu Xian!!
Thanks Juan Yih, thanks for not scared of me =) Thanks for driving long way here to yum cha with me, and it is so jam.. Thanks!
Stay strong k!^^
Thanks Peng Jie for introducing a lung specialist to me.. Thanks for showing me your care and concern! It means a lot to me~
Thanks my colleagues, thanks Debbie, Judy, Carrie etc.. Thanks for asking me: "Are you o.k?" It is such a powerful phrase to me you know!
The care, the concern, are what kept me moving =)
Tomorrow will be the third day, also the last day to give the sputum sample.. Hope it is really the LAST! hehhe.. =)
People said, before you learn to take care of others, learn to take care of yourself.. Now I truly understand what it really means..
对不起.. 真的要好好反省，做的每件事，会不会拖累其他人。。因为平时没好好照顾自己，结果病了连累了亲戚要特地请假带我去看医生。。做事方面，因为skip certain procedure，结果问题出现时没得狡辩，还让队友多工做。。
不要说别人disturb你，想想是不是自己没做好自己的本分~
“Preparation for tomorrow is hard work today.”— Bruce Lee
Don't blame the world, don't blame anybody.. There must be a reason behind everything~
8th days of sickness, today begins to feel better, finally! Body temperature getting normal, not much of chilling cold except morning, coughing getting better despite the cacat CXR again, lolz.. phlegm is better, at least i don't feel my breathing system get so stuck.. appetite getting better, at least can finish 95%.. Head not so dizzy already.. hohoho =) Thanks God that I am still survive! ^^
First time the hand being drawn a circle using a Marker by the Dr for mantoux test.. Can't remember experience this before, cause I can't wash it away on the day itself ==|||
Gonna wait for the result, and gotta go back to have those FBC and ESR test.. haha.. now i know a bit of the terms already.. haha =P
“Sometimes you have to face your fear to get to the other side."
恐龍當家 (The Good Dinosaur), 2015
Really feel myself getting braver.. At least this round I never cry because of fear, not much thought of negative things, and I could remain calm when the Dr. told me:" It may relapse~" lolz..
Steady man, whether it is CAP, or PTB relapse again, so?? I have no choice.. Both of these aren't my first time encounter also..
Since I can't change.. so face it lo~ haha =)
Proud of myself..XD
At least this time, I did not spread any negative wave to others.. Hope one day, I can be a positive energy source to others also..
P/S: Thanks Chong gor n Sherry jiejie that took care of me, taking his leave to take care of me, fetching me to the clinics, buying me two bottles of 100 plus etc etc etc..
Thanks my manager, Debbie.. First, she is the one who asked me to see Dr. She said" Once the clinic is opened, please go to see the Dr.", "Make sure you go to clinix. at 10am", then she kept on rushing me to go back and have rest.. she lent her sweater to me when I was shivering, also she treated us the Christmas lunch.. Then when I had to take another MC again, the other day she called me, asking if I am O.K.. I really really touched! Thanks Debbie, I really feel so grateful for having such a good boss!
HR & Admin, Finance & accounts~ We are a team =)
Thanks my colleague, thanks Karen for bringing me bread as breakfast that day when I was sick, though it took me hours to finish it, it's nice!
Thanks my colleague, Jane for the Korean mee and those lovely message! =)
Now that I am stronger.. and I gotta continue to be positive as well.. =D
There is always something to be thankful for~
"Be determined to be positive..A happy person is not a person who’s always in a good situation, but rather a person who always has a good attitude in every situation." By Marc Chernoff
You may feel lonely, but.. "You're not alone; someone is working very hard trying to reach you."-- (The Lake House), 2006
So, be a good one that another good one wants to approach.. =)
Woww, it has been such a long time since my last update! haha..
Again, listening to my favorite idol, Jay Chou's songs.. His songs are always my good company so far especially the times when you felt you are being fooled again..
My apologies for being very straight forward.. What hurts you, hurts me in return, too.. "The hardest part of pretending not to care, is knowing how much you actually do."
飛越情海 (Aloha), 2015
Still felt grateful despite the scars brought.. Perhaps I am stronger now.. =）
Accept who I am.. Other than my faults, it includes my passiveness as well..
曾经有想要参与跨国义工，觉得很伟大；可以奉献；很有意思很有价值；后知后决领悟到，其实奉献，不一定必须要跨国的，不需要有什么特定的活动才可以奉献的，而是，无论身在何处，都可以实践的。。
"Love begins at home, and it is not how much we do... but how much love we put in that action."--Mother Teresa
My new HR manager once told me:"Function of HR is to take care of the staff, at the meantime discipline them"， "Take care especially those lower income group", "If we can't feel for the staff, don't be HR", "there is certain expectation from the upper level".
See so lucky I met someone who is so patient and considerate..
Sometimes we do feel sympathy (sometimes empathy maybe) towards those suffered with life-threatening illness or those with family tragedy etc.. we feel sympathy the moment we get to know about their story, but somehow we forget that everyone have their own unique life story.. Henceforth be patient with those irritating ones, perhaps they have their own "illness" which we might not know.. lolz..
We shall never know all the good that a simple smile can do.
-- Mother Teresa
It’s not how much we give but how much love we put into giving.
― Mother Teresa
At the end of life we will not be judged by how many diplomas we have received, how much money we have made, how many great things we have done.
We will be judged by “I was hungry, and you gave me something to eat, I was naked and you clothed me. I was homeless, and you took me in.
― Mother Teresa
“Never worry about numbers. Help one person at a time and always start with the person nearest you.”
― Mother Teresa
It doesn't define who you are when you are relaxing, enjoying your coffee， chit-chatting, lying on the bed etc, but when you are feeling stressed, being unfair etc.. Those tough situation is the times where it determines who you are, what type of person you are..
侯文詠說：「人在最困難的時刻，所做的選擇，就证明了你是怎麼樣的一個人。」
“你用什么价值去衡量或者去判断你的人生，到最后你会变成一个怎么样的人，因为你用哪个去衡量，你就会做出什么样的决定，你做出什么样的决定，你会变成一个什么样子的人~”
内在的价值，决定一个人对自己限制能有多宽多远。。
真正决定那个角色是在他最困难，两难的时候，他不晓得该怎么办，他压力最大得时候，然后他所做的行动，跟他所做的决定，就决定了这个人是个怎么样的人~
烈士或漢奸，看你怎麼選？
你只要做那个决定，再坳下去你就会变成那种人~
真正的困难是因为它是想象的。。
什么东西能够去对抗那个困难，同样的也是个想象，因为困难是想象的，所以能够对抗它的，也是另外一个想象，那个想象是一个意义，就是你对它提供的一个意义，你才有办法利用那个想象中的意义，去面对想象中的困难~
角度。。
Because there is always some I will call it as distraction and interruption while doing my work, dunno y changed my mindset in such a way that: 不要怕被烦，只怕没人烦；宁可呼吸时有人烦，好过死了有麻烦。。
哈哈。。Please bear with my lousy language.. =P
If you can find yourself a meaning in what you are doing, then you will find the meanings in life, definitely you will feel happy with your life.. =)
Personally I do think that it is not because the things are good, the standard of life is higher, the country is modern, that's why we go there; but because we wanna to experience, to explore, to understand, to see with own eyes, to feel it from our heart via self-experience..
We might not be the most "modern" though, we are somehow better than some.. that's what I feel after went to Hanoi, other words in chinese: "身在福中不知福"，"一山还有一山高"..
It is good to know other's culture, their language (alphabet without "Z" and"?", how their wordings look like, their career (group with highest income vs group of lowest income), their transport (how their car plate being classified), their traditional clothing, their history, their traditional dance, the arrangement of the shop lots, their building, their cuisine, their nature, their weather n seasons, their believes, their religion etc..
Funny all along the way~ haha.. “飞出去”，"pasar malam", maggie 面，aunty 叫"gou",uncle 叫"zhu", 谢谢叫“感恩”，茅厕叫"WaekCin", 做小的叫"d deeuuu", 做大的叫"gou deeuuu", “按摩要脱衣吗？”==|||
An eye-opening trip! A relaxing one! Thanks my caring and loving cousin sister, Yan for being so detail-oriented and attentive person to discover so much in this journey~ Gonna miss the sweet times there! =)
Temple of Literature
One Pillar Pagoda
Trấn Quốc Pagoda (Vietnamese: Chùa Trấn Quốc, chữ Hán: 鎭國寺)
Seafood lunch while waiting the rain to stop to climb Ti Top Island~
Felt myself being energized after going back home, and after meeting up with some kind and sunny friends!
Physically exhausted, yet mentally and psychologically "charged"~ (Perhaps it is a proof that we are living haha..) It is worth to rush here and there on last Sun, even meeting you up just for a short moment to bid you a good bye before you "fly" haha! Lucky that we got the time to chat with you =D
Thanks Caroline for the transport and accommodation of the night! Thanks also to Lai Yee! =)
Farewell to the Jake and Poh Yee..
Take good care Poh Yee, Jake and also to all PMP!
My aunt said she seldom buys big pearl, but this time bought it for prayer purpose as 梨=利。。
Then after that during the time I am about to go back KL, she asked me to take the big pearl back and eat.. As she said, seldom got it gar, the one and the only pearl she gave to me..
To have you all by my side, I am indeed a lucky and blessed kid! Always a kid when with you all! I'm really feel so hang fok when with you all! Thanks all of you!!
Felt damn sucks down on my work today。。 My thought is damn suckss filled with negative things..
But, received some of my frends' whatsapps, oh my goodness.. Did you all be able to sense/feel that I am feeling damn shittt down ke??? *Touched* Thanks alotsss, Poh Yee, Yijin n Vinse!
Between, congrates my dear Yew!!! So happy and proud of you!!! =) 15 Jan 2015, a good day after all, because good news wins!!! Congrates again!!! =) =) =)
