Keep calm and do your part

Hohoho.. Mantoux test is negative! Yeah!

Thanks Shu Xian, thanks for your concern, warmth messages, encouragement.. Love you girl =) You always make me feel so loved and warmth, during Uni time, and this time as well, thanks a lot Shu Xian!!

Thanks Juan Yih, thanks for not scared of me =) Thanks for driving long way here to yum cha with me, and it is so jam.. Thanks!
Stay strong k!^^

Thanks Peng Jie for introducing a lung specialist to me.. Thanks for showing me your care and concern! It means a lot to me~

Thanks my colleagues, thanks Debbie, Judy, Carrie etc.. Thanks for asking me: "Are you o.k?" It is such a powerful phrase to me you know!

The care, the concern, are what kept me moving =)

Tomorrow will be the third day, also the last day to give the sputum sample.. Hope it is really the LAST! hehhe.. =)

People said, before you learn to take care of others, learn to take care of yourself.. Now I truly understand what it really means..
对不起.. 真的要好好反省，做的每件事，会不会拖累其他人。。因为平时没好好照顾自己，结果病了连累了亲戚要特地请假带我去看医生。。做事方面，因为skip certain procedure，结果问题出现时没得狡辩，还让队友多工做。。
不要说别人disturb你，想想是不是自己没做好自己的本分~

“Preparation for tomorrow is hard work today.”— Bruce Lee

Don't blame the world, don't blame anybody.. There must be a reason behind everything~

Keep calm and do your part!

So...?

8th days of sickness, today begins to feel better, finally! Body temperature getting normal, not much of chilling cold except morning, coughing getting better despite the cacat CXR again, lolz.. phlegm is better, at least i don't feel my breathing system get so stuck.. appetite getting better, at least can finish 95%.. Head not so dizzy already.. hohoho =) Thanks God that I am still survive! ^^

First time the hand being drawn a circle using a Marker by the Dr  for mantoux test.. Can't remember experience this before, cause I can't wash it away on the day itself ==|||

Gonna wait for the result, and gotta go back to have those FBC and ESR test.. haha.. now i know a bit of the terms already.. haha =P

“Sometimes you have to face your fear to get to the other side."
恐龍當家 (The Good Dinosaur), 2015

Really feel myself getting braver.. At least this round I never cry because of fear, not much thought of negative things, and I could remain calm when the Dr. told me:" It may relapse~" lolz..

Steady man, whether it is CAP, or PTB relapse again, so?? I have no choice.. Both of these aren't my first time encounter also..


Since I can't change.. so face it lo~ haha =)

Proud of myself..XD
At least this time, I did not spread any negative wave to others.. Hope one day, I can be a positive energy source to others also..

P/S: Thanks Chong gor n Sherry jiejie that took care of me, taking his leave to take care of me, fetching me to the clinics, buying me two bottles of 100 plus etc etc etc..

Thanks my manager, Debbie.. First, she is the one who asked me to see Dr. She said" Once the clinic is opened, please go to see the Dr.", "Make sure you go to clinix. at 10am", then she kept on rushing me to go back and have rest.. she lent her sweater to me when I was shivering, also she treated us the Christmas lunch.. Then when I had to take another MC again, the other day she called me, asking if I am O.K.. I really really touched! Thanks Debbie, I really feel so grateful for having such a good boss!

HR & Admin, Finance & accounts~ We are a team =)

Thanks my colleague, thanks Karen for bringing me bread as breakfast that day when I was sick, though it took me hours to finish it, it's nice!


Thanks my colleague, Jane for the Korean mee and those lovely message! =)

Now that I am stronger.. and I gotta continue to be positive as well.. =D
There is always something to be thankful for~

"Be determined to be positive..A happy person is not a person who’s always in a good situation, but rather a person who always has a good attitude in every situation." By Marc Chernoff

Today.. yea.. Happy Winter Solstice!!!
Smile =D
今天你笑了吗？

Focus being the right woman

"因为我知道他喜欢积极乐观的人，所以我积极乐观。 我知道他一贯善良地对待身边的人，所以我也尽最大的努力去善良地对待别人。 我知道他注重一份耕耘，一份收获，所以我从来不幻想依靠他人，而是努力地向他学习，去体会拼搏的乐趣。 表面上，我看起来好像什么都没得到，就像一场稀里糊涂的单恋。 但是，你今天看到的我就是这样子一点一 点地塑造而成的。 因为他，我才能够成为今天的我。 是我的爱给了我指引。 所以，除了我还没有等到他之外 我已经得到的够多了~" 《最美的时光》

因为我知道我喜欢积极充满正能量的人，所以我也要如此。 我知道我喜欢那些一贯善良地对待身边的人，所以我也尽最大的努力去善良地对待别人。 我知道我喜欢默默在背后努力耕耘的人，所以我努力地学习，去体会拼搏的乐趣。 表面上，我看起来好傻也好钝，就像自欺欺人。 但是，你今天看到的我就是这样子一点一 点地塑造而成的。 因为那个他，我才能够成为今天的我。 因为我希望那个他因为这一些而爱上我。。是我的爱给了我指引。 所以，除了我现在还没有遇到他之外 我已经得到的够多了。



You may feel lonely, but..
"You're not alone; someone is working very hard trying to reach you."-- (The Lake House), 2006
So, be a good one that another good one wants to approach.. =)

我愿用此后所有的时光善待自己，以缅怀那些生命中永不会失去的曾经。 --桐华 《最美的时光》

What hurts you now, makes you stronger

Woww, it has been such a long time since my last update! haha..

Again, listening to my favorite idol, Jay Chou's songs.. His songs are always my good company so far especially the times when you felt you are being fooled again..

斷了的弦再怎麼連　我的感覺你已聽不見
你的轉變像斷掉的弦　再怎麼接音都不對　你的改變我能夠分辨

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我沈默　你的話也不多　我們之間少了什麼　不說
哎唷～微笑後表情終於有點難過(握著你的手)　問你決定了再走

我突然釋懷的笑　笑聲盤旋半山腰
隨風在飄搖啊搖　來到你的面前繞
你淚水無聲的掉　說會記住我的好　我也彎起了嘴角笑

你的美已經給了誰　追了又追我要不回
我瞭解離開樹的葉　屬於地上的世界凋謝

斷了的弦再彈一遍　我的世界你不在裏面
我的指尖已經彈出繭　還是無法留你在我身邊

Don't promise.. Make actions speak.. =)

My apologies for being very straight forward.. What hurts you, hurts me in return, too..

"The hardest part of pretending not to care, is knowing how much you actually do."
飛越情海 (Aloha), 2015

Still felt grateful despite the scars brought.. Perhaps I am stronger now.. =）

 Accept who I am.. Other than my faults, it includes my passiveness as well..

傻瓜，曾经，现在你不也熬过来了吗。。