warmth comes after coolness

Lets rewind what happened yesterday..  Have been waiting for two hours before the kinta bus finally came, misses two kinta buses which were unwilling to stop to pick up the passengers , one was due to too many passengers in the bus, another due to unknown reason as the bus was not full, so I classified it as driver’s irresponsibility.. Adding on, there is a restaurant beside the bus stop, and the cars were simply being parked by those people, which had hindered our vision to look for the bus.. Luckily, I was not alone that time.. There were people waiting with me too, making me felt more secured..

By the way I reached home, it was already around 940pm.. From 630pm, waited till 830pm, got onto the bus, jammed, took one hour plus to reach.. damn.. 

But what touches me is, when I was almost reached home by walking, from far, I was shocked to see my uncle was standing outside the house, waiting for me to come back.. My auntie was waiting at home too.. I was touched, because, they normally go to sleep early.. They were supposed to have their sweet dream at that time..  When I was in the bus, I was still thinking:” who cares? “But their kind deeds make me feel the warmth when I was so cool, both physically and mentally, as the air-corn of the bus that I got on was damaged.. And the weather was so cool to me that time.. But, all these become unimportant, as the inert coolness had been balanced up with the inert warmth, though was still felt cool physically..

   

It was in the “coolness”, that the question “who cares?” being asked, will provide the clear answer..

Sometimes, I wonder, is it better not to know the time? When working, sometimes, I tend to look at the clock, and start to count down.. While waiting for the bus, I tend to look at my watch, to calculate how long I have been waiting..  All these made me feel that myself was not being present.. However, undeniable, on the other way of looking, time is important so that we can do adequate preparation, planning before time, be puncture to work etc..

I wonder if somewhere some people experience the same thing with me too? Haha.. If it were, will they experience the same feeling as me too?