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This afternoon while having nap, I received a call from my cousin, which later was passed to my aunt, saying that she had been calling me since yesterday night ('coz is my birthday haha.. *touched*), but couldn't get me. She was worried and afraid that I was missing!!.. OMG..but i really didn't receive the call wor.. then later I called her back and she told that her phone has expired that 's why lolz.. haha!
Then, she asked me: if lets say u r missing, who should I find? Next time you have better give me contact of your good friend..
Then.. I laugh.. then..bye bye.. =)
(End call)

Contact of good friend? Aha.. all my good friends aren't staying with me wor.. probably I also don't know..

In case I am missing..? oo..don't ask me, I wouldn't know..

I wish to go back to the place where I can get my warmest hug..
Cried recently omg..lolz.. But, bear in mind, that's my CHOICE.. is time to grow up..
If you wanna grow up, to have self-improvement, then, please stay out of your comfort zone, then only you can see; and that's what I have been doing right now, though I will still fall into negative frequency sometimes, which I will get back up again.. :)

I still consider myself a lucky n blessed kid hahaha.. because, compared to what she is facing now, mine, is nothing a big deal..

The importance of update and keep track..
Just because life is so so unpredictable..
Don't know what I can do to help, perhaps can't help.. I wish to call you, but I don't know what to say; I wish to find you to know if you are doing fine, but I don't know how I gonna to find you; I know you are feeling sad and helpless right now.. In fact I can't totally understand how your actual feelings deep from the heart, because only you will know, but I just wana say: you have us, and we really love you, our prayers are with you, my dear, stay strong!!! hugsss!!!

The power of encouragement, you can save a person’s life

This post is somehow little bit of continuation from my previous post haha..

They said I am a perseverance and determined person, but do they actually know that I had been saying some discouraging words during the mountain climbing? Wonder my teammates actually remember about that, but I did remember  I said it before: "我不行了"(during bukit tabur) , "你们继续走吧” (during bukit apek)， “很想呕” (during broga & bukit apek).. wonder how they actually felt when I came out with those words, sure didn't feel good, I guess..

Just that, at the end, will just get up and keep going.. *lucky that i did so* hahaha =P

Full transcript: http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_a489d5c601015l9r.html

"You are worth more than diamonds, all the diamonds in the world. You are so precious every single one of your heart. You can do something not just something you can do but you can live...Life! Life is not always good, life is always not gorgeous. But life is worth living when you find purpose."

"You have to make important decision, man. You don’t know what to do. Who do you believe? Follow your heart. If that is what you wanna be If that is what you wanna do in life, then walk toward it. One day at a time."

"I know somebody who couldn't be a pilot. They are doing sound now that they actually love to do. See all things come together for the good, which is how you see it in my life."

"Because it is nothing good having no limps. But I love my life! Do you want know why? Because I have seen the purposes."

"You know if you think that you have no purpose, “Nick, I don’t know what to do. I wish I could do this but I don’t think this is gonna happen in my life. “Let me tell you so many people come up to me and say “Nick, I don’t have a purpose. I don’t know what to do in my life” Let me ask you one thing... If you went through your life full of pain full of tears, and at the end of your life you actually save somebody’s life. Is your life worth living? Is the pain worth someone’s life if you could actually save somebody?"

 "Let’s say you have a problem in your life and you wanna give up now. Imagine if someone is 10 years older who have exactly gone through the same thing you have actually got through it. And he came to you and said “I know how it feels. I have been there. I have been going through what you are going through now, but I’m still here.” Will that not encourage you? Could that possibly save your life? Yes, isn't that not a good purpose worth living for? And that is why I believe in you, because that is the great purpose in life. It is love, honestly."

"I’ll tell you I was walking this way “You’re not good enough, no one like you and you can do nothing good in your life. You can’t do this you can’t do that. No is gonna to marry you and all this things” and I get to the edge and all I need is that one more person to tell me that I’m not good enough and I’ll be down there. Do you know you could be that one person for somebody else to push over…? You don’t know how many people have eating disorder in the school. You don’t know how many people want to hurt themselves in the school. They hide it. You don’t know how many people hate their lives."

"Be the change you wanna see. And you be that person then you turn around. "

"We all have gone through something. We all try to find that something that happiness. You can find it. Because I found it. Take an instance, you need to learn something. Do you know for you to learn something you’re actually learned by somebody else? Anything anybody else learns you can actually learn. Make sense? Right? How do you know that it is black? Because someone has taught you it is black. Why? Because someone learns that it is black. And when you learn you know it is black by someone teaching you. Nothing is beyond your reach. "

"Look at me and my life. I make choices and this is how I am. This is what I am. And I love it. "

"You have a choice to either up with somebody or put someone down. You either to have a choice to step towards your goals and dreams or step away going into temporary things. You have a choice either to give up or keep going. Give up or get up. When you fail, try again. And again, and again. "

Thanks for the encouragements which keep me moving forward!!!

Grow up! (^_^)

善用正面影响力

发挥独有的潜力

散发出爱与希望

让这世界更美好！ : )