When works and play makes no difference to us, we know, that
is the time where we really enjoy all the processes in life, for every moment,
every single details in life.. Whatever
that comes to us, we enjoy it, feel it, and live it..
One day, I will make it true.. =)
How to be present????? I am still learning..
“Where the stocks put at? The stock is to return or to
receive? The goods short how many grams? Where put the files at? Where have the
things put to?” etc.. The moment giving the response of “I DON’T KNOW”---I
know, it is a sign of not being present.. Must get it improved.. I will..
Only to be present, we live..
I wish I am given wisdom to understand other people, what
they thinks and how they feels, to put ourselves into their position, as I
know, our deeds sometimes did influence others.. Learn to be considerate.. But
before that, to understand others, we need to understand our first.. To know
what and why we are feeling so, to feel what is to feel, to feel how the
feeling actually is, and let go the negative feeling..
To how many times that need to undergo the loss of the
things, people, pets and many more others before get to readily learn how to
appreciate every single of them.. for every single minute?? To how many times that
is needed to suffer for the loss so as to readily realize or learn how much we
actually love those things more than we can ever imagine?
Sometimes, I wonder why people suffered so much with those
pains and fought so much for survival still able to stand still and be that
positive while those that are much luckier but still grumbling and crowded with
those negative thoughts.. I wonder how that goes, but I believe, everything
happens for a reason.. Well, though feeling psychologically imbalance haha, I know I shouldn’t judge anything.. One thing
for sure fair and square is, we were born to this world, and one day we got to
let go everything and leave.. Maybe what differentiate that will be the moment
we leave-- are we in peace? Have we live fully? Appreciate, makes no regret..
And, learn to let go.. Whether the person that leave is Thou or me, letting go
is always a good lesson.. Letting go, a lesson where everyone needs to undergo..
People leaves, one by one……
This week I had been crowded with some negative thoughts quite
frequently.. As quote goes, we need to be a happy person before we can bring
happiness to the person around.. We need to be a positive person so that we can
spread out the positive frequency.. I know that.. In fact I was happy that there was once during my
intern, a people told me that he was happy to see me in the morning, because I
would smile whenever we met.. I was touched by that, really.. You know, it
gives me a lot of strength.. haha.. How powerful kind words and actions is.. I
am sorry that sometimes I got irritated by words and deeds easily.. Thanks for those that still able to bear with
me during the time where even I myself couldn't able to bear with myself due to
clumsiness, irrationality, emo, and other flaws that myself might not realize..
I guess I am better at consoling.. haha.. at least to
console myself.. Easy said than done, especially during a comfort environment,
to make a promise isn't a big problem, just easy to say out.. But when something
that happened really turns down, I forget the promise to myself: be positive..
be happy.. just smile.. However, I am
blissful because, whenever I see demon, there I see angels too.. and the power of angel has always won.. I felt touched, deep from my heart.. There can
see, who really being sincere, and caring.. Keep reminding myself that not people’s
responsibility to treat us well.. So not to blame if they don’t and be grateful
when they do.. I had been finding my
ways to convince myself, to comfort myself.. Sometimes I feel funny that what I
said to people, when it comes to me to face the situation, I can’t convince
myself with those reasons.. haha.. But
now, I guess there is some improvement, to convince myself that be always positive,
appreciate and live in the moment, and be high in EQ and wisdom.. If we don’t want
what others do to us, don’t do that to others too.. Don’t build our emotion to
other people.. Be rational..
People, lets us do it together, ok? Appreciate, live in the
moment.. Be positive, be happy, be patient, be strong, be responsible.. Just
smile no matter how we feel.. We will never know there might be some people
that need our sincere smile.. Spread out
the love! Be positive, so that the environment around us is positive with our
existence! We will never know how great it feel when we can readily find the
meaning of our existence, really.. Keep
the faith! All the best! =)
